Saturday, September 30, 2006
scared and anxious
i'm telling you i'm scared and anxious.
(not about my driving test this monday.. the examiner shd be scared, not me.)
scared and anxious about my upcoming filming. all the planning, and imagination is going to fall in place (or out of place) the next weekend. my crew and actress, please dont back out on me. really need you. and all the moral support i can get.
i just keep imagining that everything will fall apart. me. my crew. my set. my film. so my dear friends, please help me by a simple comment on my film and a yes i would like to help you out in someway. dont wanna falter first step down the path. trying to get over my nerves, pms, my blurness and all to make this work. so please please please..
first it was a dream, then it was a pile of mess to clear, now its taking shape. all that i can think of dreaming, awake is film film film. make or break. make or break.
7th and 8th.
i have yet to dress my character. need a gown, red or white or silver.. (kat?).
BAH! enough. i need to stop thinking of these.
only 6 more days. i'm so unprepared. scared and anxious.. really scared.
save me lord. watch over me and dont let me falter.
just wanna say: hui, love you and thanks for being there all the time. :) you're my gift from heaven. ¶ 10:27 PM
(not about my driving test this monday.. the examiner shd be scared, not me.)
scared and anxious about my upcoming filming. all the planning, and imagination is going to fall in place (or out of place) the next weekend. my crew and actress, please dont back out on me. really need you. and all the moral support i can get.
i just keep imagining that everything will fall apart. me. my crew. my set. my film. so my dear friends, please help me by a simple comment on my film and a yes i would like to help you out in someway. dont wanna falter first step down the path. trying to get over my nerves, pms, my blurness and all to make this work. so please please please..
first it was a dream, then it was a pile of mess to clear, now its taking shape. all that i can think of dreaming, awake is film film film. make or break. make or break.
- need a van and a driver.
- need a few movers (i dont mind women power)
- need a mr/mrs checklist
- need a lighting person
- need a welfare officer (jo dont go running)
- need a camera man
- need 2 male actors for 2 short scenes.
- (will take you less than half the day, no facial expressions. super easy.)
7th and 8th.
i have yet to dress my character. need a gown, red or white or silver.. (kat?).
BAH! enough. i need to stop thinking of these.
only 6 more days. i'm so unprepared. scared and anxious.. really scared.
save me lord. watch over me and dont let me falter.
just wanna say: hui, love you and thanks for being there all the time. :) you're my gift from heaven. ¶ 10:27 PM
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I'm no god, no lord nor the gift from heaven... I'm just a passer-by that was destined to walk into your life... to be there... to take good care of you... whenever you need me...
Don't worry... remember you are not the only one who are going through this phase... Treat every experience as a learning experience... you will enjoy it more than worrying about all the things...
1 last thing... don;t keep thinking that your film sucks... if you think so it will look sucky even you really shoot well... because we know that the director herself feels that her own movie sucks... so you must feel good about your story... do what you like... don't get distracted by unwanted comments...
love you dear...
Don't worry... remember you are not the only one who are going through this phase... Treat every experience as a learning experience... you will enjoy it more than worrying about all the things...
1 last thing... don;t keep thinking that your film sucks... if you think so it will look sucky even you really shoot well... because we know that the director herself feels that her own movie sucks... so you must feel good about your story... do what you like... don't get distracted by unwanted comments...
love you dear...
not god, not lord, not the gift from heaven... youremyprecious. ;p love you too.
go see wanhui's blog. you'll see why i had to say it :)
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go see wanhui's blog. you'll see why i had to say it :)
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